It is
strange what can inspire us and cause a visceral reaction, one that we may not even
be sure of where it came from. I just watched a clip of an upcoming movie
called, “The Cloud Atlas.” I don’t know
anything about this film project, or if it is any good. What I do know is that it inspired me.
I am
confused about the storyline, but what I got from the trailer was that this
film would follow different people through different times (past, present,
future), even through different identities.
This concept, though complicated, got me thinking about circumstance.
How many
times in our lives have we wished we were someone else, I know I have done this
many times. I never stopped to wonder if
I wanted to BE Someone else, or if I just wanted to be me but with different
circumstances.
Today I
know that I don’t want to BE Someone else, but in my past I did. I realize that wanting someone else’s life
isn’t healthy, and truth be told it could never fulfill me.
As I
grow within The Universe I see that by desiring someone else’s life over my
own, the only thing I am doing is De-Valuing myself. Who I Am is a direct result of my experiences
in life. Who I Am is how I react to,
interpret, and learn from the experiences and circumstances I go through.
I
realize that “someone else’s” life could not bring me the happiness and
fulfillment I desire. The only way to have
the life I want is to create it. Envy
will never bring about my perfect life, because what I want, No One Else can
create. I am the Creator of my Universe,
I am the Originator of my Happiness, I am worthy and capable of living my
Dreams. I Love Me.
To The Universe
Love Brandy
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