Is boredom normal? Is boredom negative? Many times when I am feeling down it’s not
just because I’m sad, a lot of times I’m just bored. Boredom is something that I have been
experiencing more recently.
The thing is
that I wasn’t busier before, I think I just didn’t care. I didn’t want to have things to do, or people
to be with. I was so comfortable in my
apathy that I didn’t realizing how bored I was.
I didn’t even realize how unhappy I was.
Have you ever heard someone say,
you don’t know what you’ve got until it’s gone.
I always assumed that was in reference to something good that you had
which you lost. I know that sometimes
the opposite is true. I think sometimes
you don’t realize how sad or apathetic you have been, until you find happiness.
I have started to find so much
happiness. I don’t want to sleep all
day, or watch TV all day, or be alone all the time. I want so much more, and for the first time
in my life those kind of desires don’t scare me. I used to be frightened to really want
something, because I was sure if I didn’t get it I would be sad. I realize today that those thoughts were just
fear trying to control my life.
When I allowed my life to be ruled by
fear I stopped really dreaming, hoping, and expecting good things in my
life. Today I still get bored, the
difference is that every day I have more positive feelings and emotions in my
life to replace the boredom and fear.
I
look forward to tomorrow. I don’t want
to stay in bed all day. I WANT TO LIVE
LIFE. I know I will continue to be
happier with every moment. Love and
Happiness is abundant and I want my share.
To The Universe
Love Brandy
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