Here I am wallowing in feelings I have just realized are
pervasive in my mind. I feel like I
should be able to control the negative thoughts and emotions I am experiencing,
but I can’t banish them. I feel like
with the constant work I do to align myself with the Universe it should reward
me with certainty, but that isn’t the case.
I have been experiencing doubt, loneliness, and
uncertainty. I have asked the Universe
for guidance, but to no avail.
Unfortunately when I don’t have a sure answer I turn to the question,
what am I not doing in alignment with the Universe.
I am searching for reassurance from The Universe that I am
on the right path, but I am not getting a clear answer. Is it possible that The Universe can’t do
everything for me, maybe I just have to make a decision and see where it takes
me?
Is it possible that I am not listening to the Universe and
letting outside influences guide me, if so I am not walking my path, but the
path others want for me. I am not asking
for a lot, all I want is to be less lonely, less unsure, less stunted. I want growth, I want companionship, I want
to be connected to others, I want to feel secure and have a definite idea of my
future (wherever I am).
I am putting my feelings “out there.” I don’t feel this way most of the time, but
occasionally I feel lost and need to be sure I am asking for direction. I don’t pretend to know everything about my
path, but I do know that pretending to have all the answers won’t bring me the
security I desire.
To The Universe, I am Listening
Love Brandy
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